Sunday, December 1, 2019

When This Was Now


Though it’s calm, I sense a storm approaching
I’m in a meadow, the sun is shining
My long blonde hair is blowing in the breeze
I’m happy, I’m young, completely carefree

In this flowing dress, I feel beautiful
And, this time around, I’m also grateful
There’s a stream of water, not very deep
Ambling through this meadow that’s lush and green

How I’m back in this moment, I can’t say
Here, I’d not known I’d remember this day
Now that I’ve returned, I’m savoring it
For, flawed as I am, I’m also perfect

I’m innocent, untouched by life’s lessons
Which was only seen when this became then
I watch the stream merge into another
I follow its journey to the river

I’m alone but sense a presence near me
Which, when this was now, I’m sure I’d not seen
I’m tempted to berate my ignorance
But that would dull this moment’s radiance

Something’s happening that hadn’t before
There’s mud flowing as though during a storm
I’m watching the water rapidly rise
Then look up, there’s not a cloud in the sky

Slowly, I’m beginning to understand
I rise and scurry, seeking higher land
But high, I soon see, isn’t high enough
I’m running, but running uphill is tough

As I feel the water on my bare feet,
I’m frightened I’ll soon be facing defeat
I’m hearing his soft voice calling my name
Telling me to trust and not be afraid

“You don’t have power to outrun this storm
For this one’s unlike those you’ve seen before
Surrender and just allow it to pass
For where you’ll soon be, it already has”