Meaningless

“Waiting here, as my life is meaningless,

For the pain to fade into nothingness

I’m saying good bye to those that I’ve loved

And those that loved me but never spoke up

“To those that found me as someone to use

You confirmed my self-worth through your abuse

Yes, I loved you but you never loved me,

It’s fine, neither do I, so we agree

“How could anyone see someone like me

And find them lovable beneath this grief?

They’re seeking perfection from the get-go

So my lovable side they’ll never know

“Since waiting’s the worst, I’ll skip to the end

My useless life concludes when I press ‘send’”

Sadness consumed me when I saw this note

A desperate plea someone close to me wrote

Since traveling time is a cool thing I do

I needed to help this someone I knew

Found that moment with her hand on the key

Sent a call to her phone coming from me

You picked up the phone and I never knew

A random call from me was what saved you

You’ve since been my best friend, my ride or die

I’m grateful for your call that saved my life

                                 Myjo