Love's Hurt

I read the letter she wrote carefully

The one begging him to stay and not leave

His dismissal was the source of her pain

The hurt she felt was driving her insane

Although she knew he would never look back

She hungered now for exactly just that

He knew her heart, which made her vulnerable

Though it was over, she remained hopeful

My task as her guide, help her move on

Stop saying good-bye, he’s already gone

To show her peace in this situation

I had to elevate my vibration

To receive what’s in store she must let go

So I slipped in her dreams to start the flow

She knew who I was and why I had come

I held her close till her crying was done

I showed her a preview of what’s in store

And how she didn’t need him anymore

When she could see that she would be okay

I wrapped her in love then let the dream fade

                                     Myjo

Delusion

Reaching through the ethers, I take your hand

Searching for how to help you understand

I cringe when I see your limited view

From my perch I see the amazing you

Your running partner is false perception

Pushing you faster toward deception

Fueled with the idea of never enough

Struggling with this attachment makes it rough

Soon you’ll no longer be able to run

You’ll wish you’d slowed down and had way more fun

Your looks and money are an illusion

This carrot you seek is your delusion

As you step on the scale measuring your worth

I’m ready for the dam of tears to burst

With your hand in mine that your eyes can’t see

I console this younger version of me

                                        .....Myjo

Curvy Yoga: Take Two!

You know, when you feel that nagging and it won't go away?  That thing playing back in there in your mind that says, "this is what you need to do!"?  

Honestly, I got the training, tried teaching in California under the name "Curvy" and got nowhere.  Why?   Maybe my attitude.  I don't know.  So here I am again, in Arizona, putting myself out there.  

Today was the first day of class and a whopping ZERO showed up to take the class.  I looked over at the studio owner and suggested that maybe we change the class name.  She was adamant.  "NO!!  There is a need for this class and we just need to figure out how to reach out to those people!"  She's right.  Why should/would I give up so quickly?  

I'm ready.  I posted the class on the studio's site and registered on Curvy Yoga's site with my new location.  A very wise teacher once told me that I need to meditate and visualize what I want.  I followed his advice and my classes were amazing in California.  Why wouldn't the same advice work in Arizona?  Silly.  Of course! 

So, I'll leave you with this little snippet as I ask you to excuse me while I go into my meditation room.  

Jai!